There’s this guy named Cameron, and he asked me out last year. Technically, his friends came up to me at the end of the year and said that he wants to go out with me. I rejected him, but right after that I regreted it. I always thought the first person who would ask me out it would be a joke. SO, I came up to them and asked if it was a joke, and he said yes but his friends said no. So, now I think that it really wasn’t a joke. This has been haunting me forever. I feel extremely guilty. This year, I see him and he rarely smiles(it’s most likely not my fault)(I don’t smile much either), but when I saw him smile at lunch it made me smile, too. I don’t know if I have a crush on him or not, I can’t get him out of my head. I like his hair, one of my best friends says he’s really nice, when the people at the lunch go outside, he stays there most of the time and sits alone. I went over there recently and gave him a mint, I randomly sat down and asked him if he wanted a mint, I want to give him another mint, but I can’t bring myself to do it, i’m really shy at school. I don’t want to have a crush on anyone, but….yea. (maybe it’s just empathy….) help?
If you saw this in the love category, I put it in the wrong category, cuz i’m just a young teen.