I feel like I am constantly faced with the toughest decisions. I thought when I chose the first time that it was the best and I would be happy… and again I’m faced with the same type of decision. I’m scared that if I stay where I am that I will be unhappy and ruin everything for myself. But I’m also scared that if I don’t stay, and decide to go somewhere different, that it won’t work out and ill be stuck and again ruin everything for myself. Or maybe it doesn’t even matter which one I choose, the outcome will still turn out the same… that ill quit. I’m scared that this one little decision is going to make or break me. It has gotten me so stress that I’m even dreaming about it. I have to chose quickly because this is the final week. After this week I will know what I’m going to do. And hopefully god will steer me in the right direction and help me make the most beneficial choice for myself.. <3