I once have a guy bestfriend.His name is Nate.We’re very very close.We shared everything together.There is no secrets between us.We’ve been bestfriends since we we’re 12 years old.He is kind of the popular guy because he’s got the look.Well me? I’m just plaine nothing less,nothing more.We have a very great friendship.Even our moms are friends.My girl bestfriends always tease me about him about we are being a couple.I always turned to crimson red when my girl bestfriends talked about this.Because I have a huge crush on him.But he doesn’t know.
It all started when he have a huge crush on this girl named Belle.She was a popular girl but she got an attitude that I hate.She is over-confident of herself.Always thinks she is prettier than everybody.I hate her but I have to respect Nate’s thoughts although it hurts me.He always talked about her.Me being a good friend just listen to his blaberring.
Then it started.He didn’t send me any text in the midnight or call me or making me stay up all night to talk with him.It just stop.I felt worried about this.Now he is ignoring me but he decide to remember me when he need a help.I still believe in our friendship so I helped him.After he gets what he wants he will leave me cold over and over again.He always annoys me.Its fine because we used to annoy each other but… now.. everytime he annoys me he’ll say hurtful things.I tried to ignore it but I can’t.So I decide to pretend that I din’t give a f*** but litterly I care about every pieces of thing what he said.
One day we we’re at the park taht we always hang, he said something hurtful.I can’t stand it anymore.I don’t want to be the person who he’ll remember when nobody wants to help him.I don’t to be his slave anymore.I have to end it right now.(This is the conversation)
Nate:Why am I being friends with you?haha this is funny when you’re just I don’t know.. nothing haha.
Me:Nate! shut up! I don’t want to hear you crap anymore.We use to be friends.Bestfriends.But when that Belle girl came to your life everythings change.We used to hang out together.But now you’re to busy to chase that girl who never wants your love.She didn’t even like you! why do you chase her and ruin our friendship?!! why? (I cried)
Nate: Don’t you dare say bad things about her.
Me: Ohh haha now you’re defending the girl who dislike you than your own bestfriends.You only remember me when nobody wants to help you out! You are now only using me! where the jokes we used to have? the song we used to sings? the friendship we us to ship?where? where?
Nate:Shut up! (he is tearing)
Me:I’ll shut when you stop chasing that stupid girl…This have to over right here right now.(Crying harder)
Nate:Why it has to be Belle’s fault??
Me:I’m not saying its her fault but yours.You’re to busy for me.She treat you like s*** but you still have the feelings for her.
Nate:Fine! be that way! you’ll be crawling back to me.
Me:(Wiping my tears) One day you will realize that I’m the only one who will always stands beside you for the last moments.
I ran away.As soon as I reached home.I stormed into my house and slump onto my bed.I burried my face with my pillow.I was crying hard.All the memories.. the fun and him is gone.No more hugs from him.Kisses on the cheeck and the smile.The most importantly is no more him.If he still wants me to be his bestie he should’ve stop me.I stood up and washed my face.I’ve cried enough.I have to relaxed I got other friends.But he is special.He is something else.I opened our friendship bracelet.I took a deep breathe and stored the bracelet in a box.
After dinner I went to the park that me and him used to hang.I found a tree.I burried the box that contain our friendship bracelet and the memories under a tree that we used to play with.With that..I let the memories fade away.
The next morning in school,I told my girl bestfriends about me and Nate they hug me and encourage me to move on.I agreed.Everytime I saw him I will walk casually although my heart is hurting.He will always watched me as I walked pass him.
So that’s my story.Now we’re just strangers with a bad memories.But I have to admit.I will always miss him.Will always.The promise have broken.The promise that we agreed to stick together no matter what.