Just gonna vent for a bit.
F*** my friends. Always going out when I’ve got work. I think tonight my own BESTFRIEND gave me her shift ever so slyly and so I thought ‘maybe it’s date night’, who knows? Never asked her why. Just got back from my shift and I’m seeing all these photos in our group chat of our close circle of friends going out INCLUDING HER to eat and driving around the city. Did they not think that when I see these I’ll feel left out? Hurt?. I just feel left out and no one even said a single thing to me about this. Could it have been last minute? Not f**king likely, mate. She gave me her shift LAST WEEK. She knew what they were going out and kept it from me.
I’m happy theyre having fun don’t get me wrong. But f*** you for leaving me at work when YOU KNOWWW that I get anxiety and panic attacks from one of the coworkers that you also knew was working tonight!! F*** you for having fun while I break my back In your department. Go enjoy your f***ing pancakes b****.