Its been over a year since we spoke.
The last words were not sweet.
Theres one request I now have.
Please stay out of my dreams.
We were never a couple.
We never shared so much as a kiss.
We never found our time.
And I know its for the best.
You seem quite happy with your life.
I know I'm happy with mine.
We both have our own paths.
I thought everything was fine.
So why?
Why do I wake up thinking of you?
Why do I want to stay asleep?
Why is it I cant stop thinking of you?
I know that you never think about me.
You have a woman you love.
You love her child too.
I have a man I love.
And that man is not you.
So please I beg you.
Its not how it seems.
I dont want to have you.
I just want you out of my dreams.
It makes no sense.
Im not in love.
We were just friends.
We barely even hugged.
I think I just miss you.
The way that we were.
I miss brutal honesty.
I miss truthful words.
But I know that is over.
That friendship has passed.
So for the last time,
I have one thing to ask.
You can stay in my heart.
Run through my memories.
But for my own sake please,
Stay out of my dreams