So…I've made a really big mistake, and it involves me losing a friend if i don't make it up to her, she found out, and I don't know what to do because she knows it was me, when it was a mistake, an accident, no one told me I couldn't tell this girl, and then after accidentally spurted it out, everyone told me no, and I was confused, and then I realised I told the girl she doesn't trust, but now…she knows, and I'm not going into school tomorrow because I'm gonna get so much heat for this, and I just really can't be doing with it, since I'm already going through a lot, and no one k ows what it is, not even my closest friend, I can't trust anyone, and now no one can trust me, please, if you have a situation where you made a really big mistake, tell me what to do, because I'm stuck, I don't know what's gonna happen, and I might lose my friends, and I don't wanna lose them, they've been so good to me, and I've not gone and thrown that put the window, because I can't think before I speak, I'm gone have no friends in the end, and I don't know why it's such a big secret, she doesn't care about it, why should she care if she knows, I HATE MY LIFE, YOU DONT EVEN KNOW, aagghhhh, I want to leave so badly, I wanna start this day over again, I wanna just aagghhhh, I even started praying that no one would find out, but if God is real, he obviously wanted me to learn my lesson, even though I've been sick to my stomach all day, just hoping that she wouldn't find out, agh s***, I hate my life so much, such a b****, I'm such a bad friend, I'm such a f*** face, I hate everything…