Sometimes I feel like I’m completly alone, without friends nor nothing. I do not trust people and this is a huge problem, because I can’t express my thoughts or other things. I’m always afraid to be judeged by people, and everyone has a high estimation of me. They thnk they know me, but sadly, not. I’m always wearing a mask, and I’m fed up. Whenever I do mistakes, I feel like I’ve disappointed not myself but also my parents, my friends, and my sibilings. It doesn’t matter how big (or little) the mistake is, I’ll always feel bad. Sometimes I want to end my life; because I can’t see something good in me. I just wish I could talk about this to someone real instead of writing down.