For past 1 year I am severely having suicidal tendencies.I dropped my college as I was a victim of teasing and playing emotionally fool at college.i did not share my thoughts and emotions to anybody except my bf.My family hates me for spending so much of money on my education which proved useless as I escaped from my problems out there and came back to home. Recently my sister said that I am characterless as I was involved with guys there,fell into some kind of trouble and so left that place which is obviously not true. We had a terrible fight on this topic and from past 6 months I am not talking to her and so is she.Right now I have finished my degree from a distance education and I wish to study more but in a peaceful situation where no one bully me like I had faced earlier.I am weak by nature and little things trouble me alot.All these s***ty things drag me towards a feeling that I must end my life so that all can be at peace and me too but only thing that stops me is my bf which is so much caring and loving.I had discussed these troublesome feelings to him but even that don’t provide me mental calmness.i feel like dying each day.