I feel terrible I was just in the hospital but now I’m at school doing way too much for my body to handle. I want someone to see me and notice me. To help me. I just want someone who cares about me that will actually help me. I want to find a motivation to live well. I am so sad. I want to be surrounded by people but all alone at the same time. I want to make and create things but I simply lack talent. I work hard but not hard enough to achieve my goal because I have no motivation. I just want to get better. I’m so so sick and I just want to get better. I’m so tired of all of this. Please I’m just so tired I want to go to sleep.