m a lot depressed these days!! its not that this is new for me.. i think that what happened wid me few years back has changed me completely in a bad way.. i hv lost hope..!! it seems that my brain is hardwired to think negative and i cant come out of that… Everything i do lacks in motivation and i end up screwing it..i dnt feel like going out and talk to someone rather i prefer to spend my day in bad trying to sleep and watching movies.. m not writing this so that someone will after reading this would guide me and change my life…