i can’t tell anyone. i haven’t told anyone… not even you
the pain … this pain that I haven’t felt in a long time – it’s like I can feel my soul exiting through my eyes throughout the whole day. I wonder how much time I’ve got left
I wonder how long I can still keep this up. The pretend, the silence, the distance. I am happy throughout the day, but even at my happiest – a part of me is still depressed, detached. Because that part belongs to you. The part that you’ve taken, the light that you’ve taken…. g o n e – d e s t r o y e d
“I’m done.”
so am I
so is my soul