i have been loving you. since the first time i met you i knew you were the one. and everytime i called you answered, things were find at first but then i noticed you. you were getting ut of realtionship, and we would all be just chilling and your phone rings and you run to the other room.. that was the most hurtful part of it all i guess. i guess i always knew, and i always it wanted it to go away, your secret but it never did. now i have no choice but to love it, if it lets me. i have longed for a love like this but didnt think it would come with what it did. although i love you i am forgetting to love myself and thats the scary part. i just hope we can continue to love my friend, i am so in love with you.