Afraid

I’m afraid…I’m afraid of living and of getting worse. Right now, I don’t even think I am going to make it to age 15. I’m so afraid that more people will find out… My friends call people like me weak, over thinkers and attention seekers. I’m afraid of waking up in the morning and of going to sleep at night. Every night, when I’m alone with my thoughts… and that’s probably the worst thing that could ever happen…