I donot know from which point of my life I should start but I am very angry and disappointed about my life . Feeling guilty for not being able to settle in my life and being dependent on spouse . I am 25 now and mother of a 6 months old daughter . Married at 24 , I thought I should get a job and after working for 1 to 2 years I can plan for bearing child . But due to pressure from mom and hubby I have no other choice except planning for baby . Some thing is wrong with my attitude , as I feel I am not compatible with any body either with hubby or cousins or with sibling . I believe in being practical which is major drawback . People around me say at every time u can’t be so straight forward . Sometimes you have to do for the sake of society .today I want someone to share my feelings and guide me in my future endeavours