I don’t. So i guess I just ramble about what bothered me today.
I was so happy. So happy, for the longest time. I didn’t question what I was doing.
I even had your approval. I felt like I was on top of the world. It felt right.
Why did you have to destroy me like that? I asked you if what I had done was okay and you barely responded beyond “it was okay” and then someone else we’re both close to sends you what he did and you’re blown away?
Do you realize what a blow that was to my self esteem?
I don’t even want to continue it now, despite almost being done with it.
I don’t ever want to see it again.
Because I valued your opinion. You’re the only one who’s seen it.
And you destroyed me.
You always do.