Everytime i look outside, i always see darkness, about to come through the day. My friends just use me like a tired old rat. I HATE THE GIRL WHO STOLE MY 2 FRIENDS SO MUCH I WISH SHE WOULD…
I HATE ONE OF MY FRIENDS TOO!
But i am going to be the bigger person
But I Can’t :(…
I just let them get to me…
they talk behind my back…
they treat me like crap…
i wasn’t meant to be in this world…
i try so hard to nice to people…
when they definetly aren’t nice to me…
i try so hard to make them happy…
but it turns out, im the one who is making myself unhappy
i walk around hearing people laugh and be happy with there lives…
when nobody gives a damn about me…
my parents don’t care a damn about me…
i care for other people…
but they do not care for me…
i hear the devil telling me…
“Do It, Do It, You Know You Want To”
Suicide myself…
i think about it everyday…
i know you probably here this everyday…
but this story is completely different…
i stay home by myself…
Only Left With One Dog And A Pot Of Noodles…
I’ve always learned To take care of myself…
I try to take all the pain away…
but i can’t…
Everybody Thinks im so creepy…
But i know im not…
The only Person i love…
is my dog…
his name is Simba…
He always treats me right…
He is always there for me when im crying…
I know this sounds like a fairytale…
BUT ITS TRUE…
i love him…
even if he is sometimes mad at me…
i wish he could talk…
i am not a little kid…
i am sharing my life with you…’
And sharing my feelings…
I am only taking care of myself…
not going to care A Damn about them…
I mean…
Didn’t God Put Humans on earth for a reason?…
Maybe i am creepy…
Maybe i am ugly…
Maybe i am a total brat…….
But i know God Made Me (Not) Perfect, And im glad he didn’t
🙂
This is deticated to my Auntie Sheryl
She was always there for me 🙂