i’m not sure what happened
Finally. FINALLY. I haven’t written for so long, haven’t told anyone about my thoughts i feel like I’m going to go crazy or explode any second. I am f***ing creeped out and f***ing sad and depressed i don’t even know what’s wrong with me. I don’t even f***ing know what I’m writing here. Okay so [..more..]
stupid…
im stupid..ill start off with that much….ill give a lil back story to this so you can understand…i was married for three years to my first boyfriend from 14yrs old..he worked while i stayed home with our son..one day things started to change..come to find out he was cheating on me with a co-worker..so i [..more..]
Work
He is a networker Im a programmer. I have to my jobs well before go for other Dont be greedy.
I am being ridculous
I know I’m being stupid and ridculous but I just can’t stop! Breif background: Met a boy in January in work and we instantly hit it off. Thing with him thought it just his personality that he gets on well with everyone – he’s so charismatic. Anyway, regardless of that, he was exactly the kind [..more..]
me
hi so i’m supposed to write my thought here? here’s my thought. or thoughts. i love big cities. old couples make me happy. i like roller coasters. old sweatshirts<3 helping other people is the only thing that makes me feel like a good person. i like eating fruit. insantiy is my favorite workout on tape. [..more..]
i dont understand..
I’ve always been told that what goes around comes around…I got pregnant at 17. He stayed in school, didn’t work, didn’t contribute. I dropped out of school and worked full time to make sure I had medical insurance. He hasn’t seen the baby since he was a year old. He’s 9 now. He has a [..more..]
Feeling moody
I’m feeling moody today. My friend complains that I’m late for work but the fact is that we didn’t agree beforehand to come to school at that timing. How should I deal with him?
17-06-12(8:59:57)
Hello , I’m depressed and so sad I can’t stop crying. My parents traveled to a country to work when I was 6 I went with them we came in grade 7 . I got adjusted to new school and friends all over again . Till then everything was OK . But now we worked [..more..]
May 26, 2012 at 9:40…
I tried to kill myself.
I pushed a pillow against…
May 26, 2012 at 9:40… I tried to kill myself. I pushed a pillow against my face, but it didnt work. I grabbed my nose and held my breath, but somehow id start breathing again. I started reading about how many pills of a medication I found, does it take to die… Why? Because I [..more..]
24-05-12(14:28:46)
I love you and care about you, but sometimes I need you to be smart enough to do your own work. To NOT ask a BILLION questions about things because you are unsure. To take the initiative to figure out and problem solve for yourself…I’m just sayin though…