23-07-11(14:34:17)
im focussed on not caring anymore. – put me second and think of other people, other girls first? fine, i wont care. – get mad at me for caring about if youre feeling sad or mad? fine, i wont care. – say youre going to go off, then stay online on facebook for ages? fine, [..more..]
I go away on Tuesday… a whole 5 nights in melbourne on my own …. well not entirely on my own … staying with my best friend over there… I messaged you and asked you to come over for the day or a night… I know you wont but hey what a dream if you [..more..]
We have patched up. I hope you wont harbour resentment towards me. I love you so much. You mean so much to me. If I can’t have you in my life, I will seriously contemplate suicide because that is how significant you are to me. You might be worried about my guy friends. But the [..more..]
Pls pls pls Spud ring me…. I want to hear your voice… I want to talk to you … I want to meet up with you… I want you…. I love you….so much too much it hurts.. Can we be together… can we give it a go… pls you wont be disappointed i promise… no [..more..]
You messaged the other night out of the blue once again…. Just when I think I wont hear from you any more you come back….Is this a game of yours or is it that you can not let me go either…. If only you could be honest with me and tell me how it is [..more..]
I fear for them. For the way that they live. For the thaughts that circulate through their minds. I am scared of the world that they have created, an ideal place for them to hide. It feels like everyone around me shuts them selves away. They exaggerate because they have no idea how it feels. [..more..]
I’m afraid or what being single on Valentine’s Day will do to me when I must watch the one I love be with someone who hates me. I wish I could spend it with someone who will give me a giant cuddle and kiss on the forehead[because they feel special]. But maybe next year. For [..more..]
My bestfreind who is basically my brother is mad at me for cutting. No madder how many times i say im sorry and it will never happen again he still wont forgive me. So I dont know what to do. I saw him with some of my friends the other day the only thing he [..more..]
Wow. we’ve been dating for only 2 weeks now and you think i like richard. richard. really? i dont change my mind. i only like you and have only liked you. this is stupid. we barely talk. now you hate me because all of this. and he has to go tell you that i like [..more..]