Crushing weight
Honestly, man, I need to get myself together. I’m feeling uneasy over something this plebeian- not getting a text message reply by a person I met barely a month ago. I’m way too old for this.
ah. <3
just got back from a two hour jog with my bestfriend, life is soo great i really hope nothing happends, trying to shed off some weight. i feel good later wiff my lovers and baby cousin, <3
11-06-12(11:15:44)
Sometimes I feel as she is a weight dragging me down. She tries to show herself as a goddess and we are too struck with her light that we want her to shine among others. I’m quite. I’m very quite. But I’ve had it with her actions. Friendship my ass, yes my ass indeed. I [..more..]
30-05-12(5:16:14)
I feel like your using me as someone to get information about her for you. Are we even friends? Do you even consider me a friend what am I to you. I don’t understand. One minute you comfort me about my life at home next, you ignore me for days. Who do you think you [..more..]
14-05-12(12:30:53)
for god’s sake all you morons. please don’t discriminate skinny bodies. i understand, now the rage is all about being healthy-sized, chubby. and how only healthy big girls are beautiful. ok that’s alright. but have you ever thought about the feelings of skinny girls? how the f*** do we feel when our body size is [..more..]
03-05-12(18:35:04)
so seriously i need to write, i think i came to the right place, i seriously cannot get my weight under control. my prom dress is snug now and im getting depressed i just need to get this all out. my bestfriend/ex boyfriend is completely out of my life. they say im to young to [..more..]
30-03-12(22:19:07)
I have never had a problem with my weight, I’m naturally skinny. I’ve never wanted to fast or throw up. Until now. Why have you started calling me fat? Why do you now feel the need to point out that my thighs have ‘gotten a lot bigger’ and that my tummy is looking ‘really podgy’? [..more..]
15-03-12(20:45:31)
im so stressed at the moment but the most stressful thing of all is trying not to let the world see. i have to keep it all contained. its my grandads birthday next week, 77 on the 21st of march. he died at 71, what age is that to die at? murderers and rapists die [..more..]
04-03-12(17:57:41)
I haven’t really been eating. That is to say, I have been eating less and less every day. Yesterday I had a few crackers. I’m not trying to lose weight, no, everyone already says I’m tiny, and if anything I could afford to gain a few pounds. But I’m just not hungry. I have no [..more..]
28-02-12(15:17:08)
I feel like I’m going to explode. I hate those people that just get stuff handed to them on a plate and then throw a strop when something doesnt go their way because they haven’t pulled their weight or done what they’re supposed to do. F*** I need to make a blog. F***LIFE