someone else, anyone, just not me

i dont know what is it that happened to me at all. i think i lost myself somewhere in the past couple years im not me anymore i dont do things i used to i dont act like i used to i do things id probably hate to do i say things i never say. [..more..]

Life?

I’ve been doing nothing for a long time. Is nothing part of life or is it a waste? Am I sitting here wasting away my life or am I doing what billions of others are doing? So many questions just about doing nothing. Imagine how many questions there are out there for us all to [..more..]

26-11-11(20:59:05)

going away next weekend for a girls weekend away….. so cant wait…. but i am taking your parents address with me and i am going to get you a present and send to you…. Dont know what but i hope you like it…. Was going to buy you clothes but dont know your size and [..more..]

For so long now ive been past this notion that love might exist, he crushed my heart and dragged it upon the ground, for years i layed silent waiting for things to get better until i just stopped believing. it was a dark night i sat outside smoking and i saw you you were like [..more..]