13-09-11(19:02:08)
When people needed me I was there for them, but now when I need someone they dont think I deserve their company or they keep blaming for something or the other reason.
31-08-11(18:04:45)
The feeling that we had. The thoughts that we knew we know them. The ideas that makes us think that we are right. The universe that make us feel lonely. The life that demand something from us. The love that sees us though. The children that makes us happy. The …
09-08-11(21:51:33)
Not sure If I should stay with him… Everyone says they want to see me with someone who makes me happy, someone who puts a smile on my face everyday. And I know deep down that it’s not you but I just can’t get rid of you. I can’t let you go. I don’t want [..more..]
09-08-11(1:09:40)
I wonder,is it bad to be scared of things? I wonder that because have the time when anyone is scared of something,it’s usually of something thats not real. So when ever i watch a scary movie by myself or a friend i always say, “It’s not real,so there is notthing to be afraid of. If [..more..]
I feel like crap….
I feel like crap. I wish I were dead. I want to kill myself if only I had the guts to just do it. Cut myself, over dose, jump of a building, walk into moving traffic or something. Love hurts Hate hurts Peace hurts and Violence hurts. Call me when it all stops.
I really wonder if you care at all. I’m taking my step back and watching to see if you step forward to meet me. But you aren’t. I’m caring less and less about things that used to make me angry. It should show that I don’t care as much anymore. But it only seems to [..more..]
You know when you want something sooooooo bad. Then there’s always those people that tell you you can’t do it. I’ve tried to ignore them but i think im losing the battle. I it’s so hard to let go of something that you want to do forever. I think im going to just give up [..more..]
#227, your 12 – there’s no way you have stuffed up your life. You’ve still got it all ahead of you! Find something you enjoy doing, write down a list of goals and try and achieve them, turn off the TV – it’ll only fill your head with crap. But please, don’t think you’ve wasted [..more..]