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or are you waitng for me to f*** it all up? to make a f***ing fool of my self? more then i already did.i just want to talk to you from time to time for f*** sakes.why the f*** caring for someone is a bad thing? why should it be? its f***ing not a bad [..more..]
Well it’s like this…
I don’t care if this is a site to catch depressed people to find hem and put them through theropy. I don’t care if you find my ip address and try and get me to change my mind. See this is not a suicide note, nor do I want to commit it. Some would say [..more..]
How Can I Be Happy With Myself?
Every time I look in the mirror I pick out my imperfections. My body is not good enough, my skin is not tan enough, my nose is too big. It bothers me, but I cannot stop. I have tried starving myself, but that just leads to binging later because I get hungry. I do not [..more..]
sometimes i just wanna rewind time..i miss the old you…
well i haven’t been on here in awhile because i haven’t had too much going on, but now things are starting to go back to its usual self and i just need to get everything out of my system. so my life has been coming back together like things used to be.. i got a [..more..]
Just got to deal with it.
Ok, So my life has been a total nightmair.. And I know I’m gonna have to deal with it my self but I found out I really need to get my feelings out. I don’t want to talk to my dad about this because I feel I need to chat with someone in privite, someone [..more..]
Knowing “me”
Every person who has been with me for one year thinks they know the “real” me. The thing is friends that have known me for 11 years don’t actually know the “real” me. For so many years, I’ve been putting on a fake front which is also known as a fake personality, a fake person. [..more..]
Why?
(sorry for little to know punctuation or bad grammar just want to write my thoughts down.) I am depressed and confused. I’m not sure anything I do is right anymore, I think I’m a horrible father and my wife has told me that I am a bad husband. I was an artist and a photographer. [..more..]
me
I hate my self
I Guess I Forgot, or did i ?
I forgot that i wanted to write something, something about my self, something that I was feeling…hmm, I forgot. I forgot that I wanted to write something, something about myself,something that i was feeling… hmmm, i forgot.. I forgot, that i wanted to write something, something about myself, something that i was feeling..Anything
What can I do?
I feel so down right now its that exact moment where you’re not your normal but worse where you think of everything that is wrong in your life and realize that everything in your life is wrong. I don’t believe in true love anymore even though I want to and would like to be my [..more..]