socially disfunctional
i’m socially disfunctional. so is my wife. ack. oxymoron. if i’m socially inept, how can i be married. easy. that’s actually the answer. it’s easier to be married than not to be. yeah. that pretty much defines my social disfunction. i have a real hard time with introductions. i cannot initiate a conversation. i’m fully [..more..]
Without a spouse
When you used to live with a person who you really love and you used to fight with and then suddenly that person disappears, you will be dominated by the loneliness feeling ,, this is based on true experience
Black Floors
I wake up in the morning and I walk into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror, but the person I see staring back at me isn’t there. It isn’t me. I feel so trapped, like I’m on one the outside looking in watching myself try to live. I feel sometimes that the [..more..]
MY LOVING SCHOOL
school is the place where i got love care and happy in full amount.i have 4 best friends who are boys and there were 4 friend who are boys.they got angry with me now.but there is only one boy who never break up with me.<3.school life is the best time of a person
a buffer in life
sometime we keep our thoughts to ourselves …even if we want to tell we cant..sometimes people don’t give us chance to say n we feel that our thoughts are not as important as their..and a point comes when you become totally silent n good listener.. but after being such a good listener,i m tired of [..more..]
meaningless life
i dont think i deserve to live in this world. I cant love anybody. Everytime I fall for someone, i stop liking them after a little while. There is no such thing as a perfect person and i think ill never find the one for me. So whats the point of life?? Thats what everybody [..more..]
I’m stumped………
I like this guy and he likes me back, but we’re only best friends. I can’t help but feel jealous over something that happened with him and a few friends from before. He told me about this before and it was a completely different thing from now. Obviously, I can’t tell him about this because [..more..]
I don’t even know what to say
I know I’m a crap friend who can’t bring herself to tell anyone anything, but when I finally do and express my frustration as to how much your possible relationship with a man who is five years short of being double your age, don’t just tell me that I should be happy for you. Don’t [..more..]
I honestly don’t know anymore…
I’m just so done trying. I’m done trying to become close to anyone ever again because every single time I do, they leave. There’s no point to it. I just want someone to hug me. I want someone to be there for me whenever I need someone to talk to. And not just anyone, someone [..more..]
Knowing “me”
Every person who has been with me for one year thinks they know the “real” me. The thing is friends that have known me for 11 years don’t actually know the “real” me. For so many years, I’ve been putting on a fake front which is also known as a fake personality, a fake person. [..more..]