darkness..
I used to smile… a cheerful nd pure smile.. i used to be innocent… although i had my days wer ove had people fool me nd use me.. beginning from an unloving nd lyinh father left .. men hav always been d same nd growing up i observed a truth that love is a joke, [..more..]
Will I ever be able to love?
So when I was 20 I fell in love with this guy. He was 18 and we were friends. We then started to talk and hang out more than what friends should. We ended up in each other’s arms holding each other while we slept and at parties and in every moment. He started to [..more..]
forward-forward
someone made me feel the courageous person in me, a lot changes to place thereafter. As for the past few days though, i feel like i’m walking backwards, the road feels so familiar! Don’t want to go back there!I need an exciting,laughter-filled conversation, hope tomorrow’s family gathering brings one.
Replacement/Rant
I hate her more than I can even describe. She’s innocent, she’s a good person, she claims to have her darker moments but she never shows it in public (which is smart of her because those are something you keep private til you have someone you trust), she’s getting better at art, there are a [..more..]
where did i go wrong?
i cant stand the idea of lossing him. a best friend is supposed to be there for u no matter what right? so why is he choosing his slut and boys over me? does he cry to boys does he tell his slut how he truely feels? NO thats where i come in. loosing him [..more..]
Just got to deal with it.
Ok, So my life has been a total nightmair.. And I know I’m gonna have to deal with it my self but I found out I really need to get my feelings out. I don’t want to talk to my dad about this because I feel I need to chat with someone in privite, someone [..more..]
The first kiss
the fear of wondering what will happen how will it affect the relationship you have, does he truly like me. Then taking charge and kissing him!, i can’t believe i did it!!! tonight was AMAZING on so many levels over 4 hours with one person and two great movies and amazing food!!!! things are moving [..more..]
Did you know that research shows we humans have natural super powers?!?!
HAHAHA my title caught your attention huh? We aren’t afraid of death, it’s the PAIN that causes it. Nobody wants to feel pain in any way. whether it’s emotional, physical, or mental pain. This fear inside us prevents us from doing what we want. We are afraid to evolve because in the back of our [..more..]
Untitled.
I saw a homeless man today. Where is this poor mans family? Did they die? Did they disown? I saw a pregnant 13 year old today. Where was her mom and dad? Did they die? Did they disown? I saw a guy with gun, up to no good. Why does he feel the need to [..more..]
Down, Unsure. Feeling a few emotions
I am not doing so well today. I’m feeling very unsure of myself and what is happening in my life. I’m sad. I just can’t seem to find a happy comfortable medium with where I am and what I’m doing. When do things get easier? How do I take that first step to figure out [..more..]