The days are so long and the nights so empty…Just wishing you would ring or message……I cant keep going on with this love I have for you bottled up inside…. I want to shout it from the roof tops that its you I love and want to be with…. I dont care that your younger [..more..]

you know that feeling? when you tell yourself “you cant break down, you cant fall because of this, this isnt even worthy of crying youre such a wuss” but even as youre saying this you are breaking down. when you know youre not alone and you know help is a finger width away, but you [..more..]

This initially started as just a means of writing my feelings out, because talking to someone else about it, well isn’t the greatest of ideas! I’ve thought for the past few times that I have been okay, that I’ve managed to put behind all the unnecessary pain that I had to go through with my [..more..]

Im kinda hurting no one knows it. Im stong on the out side but in the inside im hurting I feel pain. I feel like no one loves me but I know thats not true. But my friends like 4 of them moved and I onley have like 1 friend now. Becouse I was in [..more..]

Sometimes I just want to sit down and cry becuase things are always so hard and difficult and depressing. And it makes me think about how many other people there are in the world who are crying or hurt or lonely. And I realize how much pain there is in life and how some people [..more..]

I really don’t know how I stay composed. This pain, this hurt.I am tired so tired of keeping my feelings in, but I know I won’t be able to take it if I start to let it out. I am so afraid I won’t be able to come back. Actually, I am struggling financially as [..more..]

i think i thunk that i thought i knew… but really… i thought i think that i thunk i thought…. wait thats not right either… i thank i think i thought a thought but i really thought a thought i think i thunk…. hmm… maybe i thought a thought that i thank i thought cuz [..more..]

everythins my fault… im always the one at blame, you said this you said that, im tired of being yelled at im tired of doing it wrong, why do you blame me…. why do i blame me… i try to make it right and apoligize but all the leads to is more pain, pain is [..more..]

Love is just a word, an empty meaningless word that one says to another when one wants one thing or another, why did i belive it why did i care, i was played a fool, i look like a tool, there was so much pain, but i held on the train, it was a long [..more..]

I love him. I really do. He knows I used to hurt myself but he still tells me he wants to die. Him and I are like twins, but I’m a white girl and he’s a black guy. He was born the day before me. We have both been hurt by my best friend and [..more..]