30-11-11(3:49:50)
yeah, im a f*** up. thats what i am. ill never deny it. tomorrow my dads gonna find out that i have been skipping school to get high just so i can forget about what a f***ed up life i live. hes gonna call me a f*** up and tell me to get out. well [..more..]
28-11-11(3:57:09)
I would rather he cheat on me than break up with me right now. I swear to God. I can’t handle rejection right now, I’m sick. Literally, I’m on so many pain meds right now. But he’s so honourable. He wouldn’t, he would do the right thing. But I’ll die if he breaks up with [..more..]
27-11-11(17:16:12)
nika i dont know what im doing i wish to tell you stay away from me cause im not this good person anymore you hurted me so deep ,what you did to me is right like you kicked my face after thoes all happy honest days we passed together how many times you made me [..more..]
27-11-11(16:46:03)
nika i dont know what im doing i wish to tell you stay away from me cause im not this good person anymore you hurted me so deep ,what you did to me is right like you kicked my face after thoes all happy honest days we passed together how many times you made me [..more..]
16-11-11(1:08:10)
It’s halfway through November, and with every day closer to December, I feel worse. I’m having nightmares, I’m hypersensitive, I don’t want to wake up in the morning, I want to hurt myself and I’m obsessively craving affection from men again… I’m afraid of this person that’s inhabiting my body, the person that always does [..more..]
10-11-11(6:50:44)
every day is just a pain to live through. I see you in everywhere i go, its like im being tormented by your memories. I don’t know what else to do, i feel like i do not deserve this. i love you so much it breaks my heart to pieces, and everyday i pick them [..more..]
30-10-11(15:21:32)
What thoughts? What feelings? I only have one and that is pain. Life is not worth living anymore. My job is screwing me over, my parents hate me because I am ruining their life, I lost all my friends and what ones I have are graduating and my best friend who I love so much [..more..]
10-10-11(1:04:43)
There’s too much hurt in the world for one girl to fix. I need help, too sometimes. I know you all need me there for you, but sometimes I feel like I’m breaking under the burden of everyone elses’ pain.
10-10-11(0:37:29)
Why can’t he believe he’s a good person? It hurts to see him in pain. I wish he could see who he really is. I wish I could make him happy again.
05-10-11(2:38:27)
Have you ever hurt so bad for someone else, you sit there shaking and can’t stop it? I want to help. I want to fix everything for him. But he’s stuck. You know, some people think depression is just sadness. It’s more than that. It affects every part of you. It is an actual medical [..more..]