15-03-12(1:32:37)
I miss him, but to him, I was absolutely nothing. I treasure him, think of him as someone important as someone special to me, but he doesn’t even give a F@$%. Whatever happened, he just ignored it, and acted like I don’t exist, acted like nothing ever happened, acted like he doesn’t know me. Well [..more..]
02-03-12(11:12:38)
Just when I think I am on top of my feelings and coping with life everything crashes around me……. Its like all of a sudden i wake up and realize that who i want i will never have and who i have isnt who I want… I feel awful for thinking that let alone writing [..more..]
08-02-12(5:00:03)
For the past few years I hate everything that has to do with my life. I don’t love myself. I have a anger problem and I feel like I have a depression problem too. I could say everything change after I went to a boarding school for two years and when my grandpa die. I [..more..]
30-01-12(10:33:59)
Broken Back. Insomnia. Lonely. Misspelt. Missunderstood. Confused. Egged. In pain. Sorrow. Sadness. Depression. Crumbling. Hate. Love. Faith. Balls. Hairy Balls. F*** it.
29-01-12(5:12:27)
So today I whent and looked at my ex first love boyfriends Facebook And I remember this saying that says you will alway love your first love But to tell you the truth that’s a lie cuz I tooled at his pictures and I felt Nothing at all! The sayings should be you will always [..more..]
26-01-12(8:19:17)
What is it about him? Why did you fall for him? When do I get to be happy?!! It hurts so bad! I’m tored between my love for you and the pain. I know it would be best if I got over you but how can I? You are the first person who cared, the [..more..]
22-01-12(23:31:56)
There is this guy who i love but he keeps chanches his mine about me everytime im about to move on he comes into my life again! I wish he can just love me or just leave me and my pain alone… I wish i could just move on just like he does. it seems [..more..]
21-01-12(18:02:51)
Dear Amanda. If I never win your heart it would heart but I would heal, we could still be friends. But if I lose you to him I would never forgive myself, I don’t know if we could still be friends then. I can’t imagine the pain I would feel if you fell for him. [..more..]
08-01-12(8:11:39)
Everyone says “Why are you sad?” And i always reply “how can you tell” then they answer “The Pain in your eyes.” the pain in my eyes? what about the pain in my heart??? My eyes only let you see my heart but you say you can tell from my eyes, i hate my eyes, [..more..]
10-12-11(20:25:10)
I feel the pain, it’s numb and bleeding. And I can’t do nothing about it. I just see them leave not knowing what’s going on. I feel it in my heart that they are breaking down knowing it’s all over now. It’s win or lose. Either one. Of course we know how it ends. It [..more..]