I’m done
Hey… so no one in my life will listen to me and not judge me… so here goes… I feel terrible… sad all the time. It’s like i’m constintley getting into arguments with my mom and dad.. I’m the youngest in my family, and no one respects me… my brother is only 21 months older [..more..]
parents arguing
My parents are splitting and they keep getting me involved in every single f***ing thing that happens between them and. I just can’t take it anymore. I just want to curl up into a tiny ball and cry myself to sleep every night and never wake up 🙁 I’ve even debated cutting myself but I [..more..]
Almost
I am so close to falling off the edge. I’m not sure how much more I can take. I try and try and try, but it just doesn’t seem to be enough. What am I doing?! I don’t want to keep living like this…With this stress and worry about what will happen… I want to [..more..]
Lost
I don’t know what to do anymore. My whole life changed. I use to be outgoing, fun, engergetic, etc. Now I’m awkward, shy, and boring. I dont know how to talk to anyone anymore. I had lots of friends, now im all alone. All i have is my sister. Im 16 years old in my [..more..]
SHOULD I TELL HIM?
When I here his name what comes to mind is love.. I am in love with HIM and he doesn’t even know it. i mean we are talking and stuff but he just doesn’t realize how i feel about him and i cant tell him because I am afraid of loosing him and every thing [..more..]
I’ll show you how it’s played.
Whenever someone gets me jealous, I make sure they feel the same suffocating pain I feel. I know it’s unintentional, but it’s always been a trait of mine. If you make me go through s***, I’ll make you go through 10x more of that. I don’t want a usual “sorry! i’ll make up for it!” [..more..]
Scared
I feel like im losing my soul… Every move i make turns to @*##. I cant keep a relationship…with anyone. I know that im a pain in the ass, but i also know that im very misunderstood at times. Im not a typical depressive. Well, let me anonymously tell yall something. I was a heroin [..more..]
so what if I am a girl?
I am so sick and tired of my parents telling me things . They should realize that I am old enough to make my own decisions. I am not a kid anymore. What I hate more is that when I have to follow rules just because I am a girl. This sucks more than anything [..more..]
Definitely tripping
I can’t stand the pain. I can’t stand the side effects of the drugs. I’m stuck.
Why?!
I’m not intended to live, I know that, but why am I alive, what is making me live? I’m sick, I don’t know with what, all I know is the pain I keep feeling, its real, it burns. But why does that mean I have to put up with it. The stomach pains, the chest [..more..]