Iam in a lot of pain
My fiancé broke up with me, it hurt. I am ok most days but tonight I’m not. I hurt sof***ing much
Only in a Dream
I question my faith as I look up above, reaching with outstretched arms expecting another shove. I’m losing all my care from losing all I loved and no amount of time can heal the hurt that has been done.I remember now the way she use to look at me and the pain in her eyes [..more..]
Starving to be Substantial
I’m not sure what else to say except that while I’m relatively healthy (minus the suicidal tendencies) for my frame, I feel hideous and grotesque. I haven’t eaten more than 500 calories for some time now. I don’t consider myself to be anorexic, particularly since I don’t have a lethal condition. My body needs to [..more..]
how you feel
In 2008 I felt sad in 2012 I felt sadder in just 4 years I felt that my life is going over people don’t know how I fell they just care what they feel they talk and talk about how they felt when they passed away but when you say something they judge you what [..more..]
Bloody tears, pain filled years, and finally free as in no more fears.
At first it hurt, and it hurt a lot. I cried for a while, a long while, but I finally recovered. I realzied she didn’t really care about my wellbeing a while back. She only cared for what she thought she could make me into, not what I actually was. I was fine with that [..more..]
you
Stop lying to me…saying you’ll stop smoking. I want to be your drug. Lies. Lies from the start. Pain is what you taught me. Guess I’m addicted. You want me to believe you..but how..one lie ruined it all. Leave me alone. Let met me get over you. Stop begging me to take you back when [..more..]
I Cannot Stand Her.
My younger sister is one of the worst people alive. She is a cold, heartless b****. She is a 12 year old who acts f***ing 24 and it is a pain in my ass. I am 16, and she acts as if she is the boss of me. She treats me like scum and I [..more..]
Me myself and I
Today i am gripped with unrelenting pain, the kinda pain to where its almost debilitating. i have been servery depressed for awhile now, and really am not sure what to do, some say seek medication other say seek therapy. To me these don’t seem like options, not because of pride or fear of changing my [..more..]
Shush
Somewhere on the book of faces, there’s a pretty girl. She has perfect skin, long dark hair and huge, deep, dark eyes. She’s an artist, a musician, a singer and lyricist. She can draw and make models and is inventive, clever and wants to be a doctor. Everyone comments on all of the above. They [..more..]
Pain
I have so much pain, it’s not fair.