20-12-11(21:59:38)
Life is nothing more then we make of it. The tools we have to shape our lives are the choices we make and it is always better to choose yourself than remain passive and letting your life be shaped by others.
10-12-11(20:25:10)
I feel the pain, it’s numb and bleeding. And I can’t do nothing about it. I just see them leave not knowing what’s going on. I feel it in my heart that they are breaking down knowing it’s all over now. It’s win or lose. Either one. Of course we know how it ends. It [..more..]
02-12-11(7:11:32)
Yeah so i lied to him. But your my BEST FREIND.. BEST FRIENDS don’t tell on each other. they don’t go behind their friends back and txt there boyfriend when they have one of their own.. How could you do that? why would you do that? what the hell have i done to you.. nothing. [..more..]
29-11-11(10:19:46)
Today is my birthday and my so called best friends today just avoided and ignored me. I feel really angry because i am sure i have done nothing to make her angry.
28-11-11(16:02:12)
I did it again. I know I should try to stop but I needed it. I needed that feeling of release. I needed to breathe. It was just 12 little lines down my arm. Nothing compared to the times before. But it meant everything. She would have been 6 months old today. 6 months old. [..more..]
28-11-11(15:57:52)
I did it again. I know I should try to stop but I needed it. I needed that feeling of release. I needed to breathe. It was just 12 little lines down my arm. Nothing compared to the times before. But it meant everything. She would have been 6 months old today. 6 months old. [..more..]
24-11-11(7:59:50)
I am insanely bored right now, but I don’t want to go to sleep. Seriously guys, I feel like Sherlock from the BBC programme. As in, shooting-the-walls bored. It’s not like I have nothing to -do- because there are plenty of things I should be doing. Just, none of it holds my interest.
23-11-11(22:40:54)
OH MY GOSH – Okay; you asked me what’s up; ‘cos I looked down and sad, and I said I didn’t want to talk about it; I was fine. You persisted. I said no, really. You PERSISTED. So, I wrote out the whole damn thing for you, the thing that spanned three days including my [..more..]
13-11-11(6:10:30)
We make eye contact sometimes. We’ve talked a little. Hi’s and hello’s, because we’re both friendly. I just want you to know, I’m strong…..I’m strong, and, I’m also weak. I pretend, I don’t like you, and walk past you in the hallways like you’re nothing. Sadly, Zach. You,are, not, NOTHING, to me. You’re everything. Mabye [..more..]
06-11-11(2:46:19)
It was a normal day. Nothing out of the ordinary had happened, but then I came home, and my mother had told me something…something that no one would expect at all. He was gone… I didn’t cry. I didn’t feel anything right at that moment.. All I had where my thoughts.. That Tuesday, the whole [..more..]