28-04-12(18:26:26)
I know my mum loves me, but I think she cares more about her boyfriend, like when I’m talking to her he will just but in and she’ll just start listening to him, or if she’s watching tv and I talk to her she tells me that she wants to watch tv but if her [..more..]
28-04-12(14:20:26)
My Counciler told me, “Many people expereance the pain of lossing people precious to them. But i just shoot right back at her, “But their pain isnt mine. Im alone with the pain and burdens I carry, because im not them, and they didnt lose what I lost. They lost someone or something precious to [..more..]
28-04-12(12:45:57)
Last year you said i was the only one who could make you happy, now your the only one who can make me happy. Are you gunna save me too? like what i did with you or am i nothing to you, when you said you loved me forever did you mean it? or are [..more..]
14-04-12(5:40:30)
All of my friends are so pretty. I feel ugly. I feel I’m not worth a penny. They’re so beautiful inside out I’m so jealous. Why are they so perfect? Why can’t I be just a bit like them? I’m so jealous. I’m ugly and worthless. People don’t give a s*** about me because I’m [..more..]
14-04-12(0:40:52)
I’m just someone to you. I’m just someone you messing with. I know I should not get attached, I promise myself I would not let this feeling get to me, but look where it got me. I’m falling for you each day. Your kiss still gets me every time but why does it even matter [..more..]
25-03-12(19:19:25)
I want someone to wrap their arms around me and tell me that they love me, and that everything will be okay… but, I don’t think even that will make me feel any better. ‘What’s wrong?’ people ask. I lie and reply with ‘Nothing.’ because I don’t know what’s wrong. I don’t know why I [..more..]
25-03-12(19:00:03)
Ouch. You know what? The pain still feels better than life. I feel empty. Like when I see people completely obsess over one person. They want to either be or be with that person. Don’t they already have someone to be? And why does my life suck so much? But the pain still hurts. You [..more..]
18-03-12(9:03:49)
another one just wants nothing but sex seems like I can never just find the guy I’m looking for.. my heart is shattered I am convinced I’ll forever be alone.
28-02-12(6:21:14)
all i want is to be happy. but even that seems like too much. all i want is change. but im to afraid to make it happen all i do is wish. but wishing is nothing. it gets nothing done it creates ideas that if you secretly desire something it will magically happen when in [..more..]
27-02-12(23:07:33)
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Nothing makes sense and I can’t understand why. It’s easy, but it’s hard, I can’t deal with the mixed emotions and signals. I don’t belong with my family, a stranger, and outsider, fits in better than me. She gets strait A’s, shes super smart and they get exited. [..more..]