nothing
Life sucks so bad right now that i just wanna laugh about it!
Random thoughts
My friend brought over a dog today and it was so little and cute, and it made me think about what amazing creatures this world has.. Sometimes i just get so amazed by these little things.. There’s so much to see in this world and i have seen absolutely nothing.. /:
I DID IT!
I did it! I left him, it was 11 years that we were together but now I feel free. So much more free than I did only a mere 24 hours ago. I do not feel any overwhelming guilt, i do not feel like i need to explain myself, i feel I can finally be [..more..]
Falling
“Falling has its peculiarities. For one thing, it gives essence to a state of chaos that is otherwise intangible. Give it a chance, though. Wake up in a dream just to fall back into reality, and where have you gone? Chaos and life are one in the same, and such genesis is inevitable. Nothing is [..more..]
here and now
i find myself sitting up all night with nothing to do but think, all i want is love and to love again, i feel like this will never happen
How does happyness happen?
I’m not happy.. Even when there’s nothing wrong i feel sad, and weird and really empty. My life has always been a little complicated but at this very moment i don’t have a huge problem like i always do. Then why do i feel like this? Why can’t i feel satisfied with life?
Hate!
I hate my dad so much, he says whatever he wants and do whatever he wants!!!! He’s heart is made out of stone, nothing you say can hurt him!!! I wanna see him in pain, i wanna see him get hurt by someones words for once, like all the times i’ve been hurt by his [..more..]
Just leave me alone.
I don’t have time for you…well I do but I already am annoyed by you. You lied to me about something stupid, but important to me the first night we hung out. I always have to go to your house because you’re too broke to go out and do something fun. You say all these [..more..]
sadness.
does anyone else ever have those days, or weeks, or even just hours where everything sucks and you feel like theres nothing good in your life? thats about how i’ve been feeling for weeks now.
Too Much
I have never felt this way before. There’s so many emotions. I don’t see how a year can just go down the drain as if nothing matters. Since he needed space, I didn’t let him know how I was feeling. What was going on in my head. Since we weren’t together anymore I felt like [..more..]