06-06-12(4:14:03)
I want to feel pretty. I want to feel worthy to somebody. I want to feel beautiful all over again. I want to wake up with a smile on my face. I want to have somebody that is afraid to lose me. I want to look in the mirror and be proud of myself. I [..more..]
18-05-12(2:59:15)
i hate my sister she treats my mom like trash im just wating for the day she hurts her i dont know what to do no matter what i chosse my mom how do i distance my self from her nobody understands
13-05-12(23:01:36)
what am i to u? just somebody u kno? a stranger with memories? nobody? to me.. ur my best friend.. someone i cant live without.. someone i would be with for the rest of my life.. someone that i can rely on.. someone i can trust.. but these days im not sure.. uve changed.. we’ve [..more..]
13-05-12(22:44:39)
U came to me and said we r getting further apart.. u say that uve changed.. that ur not happy anymore… that ur life sucks.. there are so many memories that i cherish.. so many that i want to keep a hold of.. yet it seems like ur just letting them go.. i told u [..more..]
28-04-12(14:20:26)
My Counciler told me, “Many people expereance the pain of lossing people precious to them. But i just shoot right back at her, “But their pain isnt mine. Im alone with the pain and burdens I carry, because im not them, and they didnt lose what I lost. They lost someone or something precious to [..more..]
23-03-12(0:53:09)
im so sad… i really dont want to let anyone know how i feel like my friends and family. Nobody at all. but i am so so sad. so this guy i loved since we was 14 we finally got our chance to be together alot of things seperate us so we finally decided to [..more..]
04-03-12(17:19:37)
I feel that i shouldn’t be alive. i want to die so bad but nobody understands. it isn’t a cry for help or for attention it’s just what i feel and want. i think life is pointless i mean why do i have to be alive i don’t enjoy it. i’m ugly and fat. I [..more..]
27-02-12(21:41:14)
I need to escape. Go somewhere where nobody knows my name. Be whoever I want to be. Be happy.
15-02-12(2:50:36)
I never had a valentine before, same with this year. and next year, and the next year, and the year after that.. LoL and I realize I’m just gonna be forever alone! LoL What is the point, nobody likes me anyway
14-02-12(23:41:20)
iv got the perfect family but i always feel that im not in it and im left on the other side of the happy perfect family . just feel so lonely cant talk to nobody not even my parents yes i do try and speak to my friends but i know it would be the [..more..]