19-08-11(17:43:19)
Stop here… I said stop here.what is wrong with you.. Look at me .!!!! Just look at me.!!! Aaaahh……….. I have No words for describing to yourself…… I just thought about yourself….you are very ambitious lady… You can do all that types of works which we never want to touch it.. You always want to [..more..]
11-08-11(20:27:54)
Why do I even bother talking? No one listens. Sometimes I wonder if I really even listen to myself. It hurts so bad knowing I have no one to talk to. My therapist is great, but she can’t always be there to help me through things. I’m so sick of hearing dogs bark, trying to [..more..]
11-08-11(3:24:21)
I’m crying Right now, because you told me that Saturday is no big deal. That we’ll do what I hate. That you’ll get me the most impersonal gift there is. Don’t you know me enough to personalize it a little? Why do you make a big deal of her’s and not mine? I shouldn’t be [..more..]
10-08-11(16:29:27)
So last night I dreamed me and mom got in a bad fight and I got in my car and took off. I was in the car screaming and cussing, but I stopped right on train tracks. I sat there and all of a sudden a train hit me. It skipped scenes and I was [..more..]
09-08-11(21:29:08)
Well this Summer I have done absolutely nothing. I haven’t hung out with any of my friends. School starts Monday and I really wanted to go to the movies with my friend because he is moving to Ohio Friday. Well i asked mom for 15 dollars she said she didn’t have it until Thursday and [..more..]
Why does life suck?…
Why does life suck? Why can’t it rewind back eight months? Why isn’t my Mom getting better? Why oh Why does God make things happen?
I used to be a likeable girl…
I used to be a likeable girl, a girl who was full with energy, a girl that never thought about negative things, a girl that used to be.. popular. Who am I? I dont know what to do anymore, I feel worthless and lack of communication. and I realize.. I dont have a life. I [..more..]
I’m so scared of life. I feel like if i never wanna leave my mom and dad. I love them so much. I don’t want them to die. Every time i think of growing up it makes me wanna cry. Even more when we live in a world where you are judged by your appearance. [..more..]
My boyfriend spends more time with his best friend then he does for me… him and his friend were playing video games and he acted like I didn’t exist and the worst part is that his friend talked 2 me more than he did! Then my bf got mad at me when we were walkng [..more..]