30-09-11(12:02:28)
“no matter what your mum is always there for you.” biggest lie ever. once the trust is gone, its gone.
22-09-11(2:40:58)
I’m angry at you for making me blame myself for your outburst; I knew something was building up but you STILL WON’T OPEN UP TO ME. It’s my responsibility to be there for you, SS. I feel like I let you down when you told me you blew up at them. But I’m angry that [..more..]
13-08-11(10:10:55)
Even if my heart really hurts to the point that I think is breaking …… I still need to smile…. I try my best to hold back all the tears in my eyes and only let it all out when I am completely alone and no one ever realize that i just cried ….. This [..more..]
11-08-11(7:39:41)
Captivating. is the right word to describe you, once known. to this day, you always have something to say. you never turn me down when i call, i can never NOT call you and tell you whats wrong. i can never NOT think of you when i feel lonely, and like i need someone to [..more..]
08-08-11(15:37:56)
i hate liking sum1 to the point that u no ur being a stupid bi*ch by flirtng but no matter how many times ya tell ur self not 2 ya do it anyway!2 years later ya’d swear i’d learn by now pfttt but no not me, i clearly like feeling like sh*t everytime she sleeps [..more..]
16-07-11(8:34:26)
no matter how we try and deny it …. im independant i can be alone yes this is true but people are meant to be togather thats the point of life
I know its only a matter of time and you will get back in touch once again but each time you disappear like this and dont talk it hurts and each time it hurts more and more…I WANT TO SHOUT FROM THE ROOF TOPS YOUR NAME.m i want everyone to know i love you and [..more..]
Another day of messaging you and getting no reply…. I hate that about you… Why why do you do it….. your not that busy that you cant put two words together..hell thats about all you ever put together anyway…. why why do you do it to me…. I feel like a yo yo just when [..more..]
I’m so scared of life. I feel like if i never wanna leave my mom and dad. I love them so much. I don’t want them to die. Every time i think of growing up it makes me wanna cry. Even more when we live in a world where you are judged by your appearance. [..more..]
It hurts. it really does. everything about him just hurts me. seeing him everyday and him being 3 feet away from me. his laugh, smile, hair, lips… i just can’t take it no more. and it hurts me so much because no matter how much i love him he’ll never notice me. all girls flirt [..more..]