06-05-12(10:35:16)
I cant write ok .. then I will start in third person.. it Mr. D or let it be D == I I have messed all things up I am not going to survive in this bloody world of money and appreciations. I am hopelessly behind all of them. What should I do? I got [..more..]
05-05-12(7:05:38)
Is it worth keeping someone you immensely value? And losing one who matters just as much to you, in the process? But I find myself asking if I really mattered to you. If I did, wouldn’t you still be here, no matter what choices I made? Isn’t that the definition of a friend? Someone who [..more..]
03-05-12(12:58:07)
Thats just such a low thing to do, be embarrassed that you are friends with someone just because a lot of other people don’t like them, to deny it, and say you are only acquaintances, and right in front of them too..No matter what that person does they have a right to be respected. Just [..more..]
28-04-12(15:07:37)
No matter what you do or how you do it, if you make mistakes or if you think your family hates you, im telling you they don’t, behind that angry exterior, that rough fur lies, someone who loves you and cares for you!
18-04-12(23:42:18)
dear moe, it’s almost 5 months since we haven’t spoken or seen each other. The day when I found out by facebook which is pretty pathetic made me even more heart broken. I can see why you told me not to get too attached. I can see why you told me not to like you [..more..]
15-03-12(1:32:37)
I miss him, but to him, I was absolutely nothing. I treasure him, think of him as someone important as someone special to me, but he doesn’t even give a F@$%. Whatever happened, he just ignored it, and acted like I don’t exist, acted like nothing ever happened, acted like he doesn’t know me. Well [..more..]
05-03-12(4:35:05)
Ever have a person that no matter how hard you try and forget about you know try and push them out of your mind. But no matter how hard you try they still are constantly in your mind. NO matter if you get high drunk or sleeping they are somehow there you cant escape them??? [..more..]
02-03-12(5:13:20)
My beliefs are the most freeing and the most caging things in my life. When I was a kid, I could point to someone else and say, I am this way because they told me to be this way. I can’t do that anymore. I have to point to the bible and say, I am [..more..]
02-03-12(4:18:31)
Well, you know that family that no matter how much you screw up they still love you even if they say they won’t. That’s how my family is. Now that I think about it. Back when i was younger i used to hate my family because they weren’t being fair. They wouldn’t let me do [..more..]
28-02-12(14:24:27)
I hate everyone and everything around me. I feel like no one can help and this awful state of mind is never going to end. My friends have problems but no matter how big they think they are, they don’t even compare to mine. I have no worth in this world. People ask me what [..more..]