03-03-12(4:38:51)
what is wrong with me?! what the hell is wrong with me? there are so many things going through my head and all i want is for them to stop. just stop, and go away! i want someone exactally like me someone who i can talk to, someone to be with me when times are [..more..]
02-03-12(4:18:31)
Well, you know that family that no matter how much you screw up they still love you even if they say they won’t. That’s how my family is. Now that I think about it. Back when i was younger i used to hate my family because they weren’t being fair. They wouldn’t let me do [..more..]
12-02-12(9:00:33)
What have I done…. Now you have stopped responding all together… You have stopped viber all because i have pushed you too far..Oh I am so sorry I just wish you would believe me… I love you and just want to be with you and now i have no hope in hell of getting you… [..more..]
05-02-12(5:00:27)
It hurts my heart very much to see our world as it is. It hurts to know that in some places, the hardest decision is life or death, while my hardest decision is which restaurant to eat at. It hurts to know the gay people are so hated for who they find attractive. It hurts [..more..]
24-12-11(20:38:12)
i have had the desire to jump and see if I could fly for quite some time. I spend so much time in my life thinking about how badly I’ve dishonored myself anf broke trust with the people I care about and it’s eating me alive. All year all I’ve thought about was how messed [..more..]
09-12-11(20:20:01)
“I don’t see how it’s the answer to a medical condition” “My hand hurts when I write as well?” Does your hand feel like it’s being cut open but un trained monkeys? and then poked around by little needles attached to fire from hell? No. I don’t think it does. So stop being f***ing pathetic [..more..]
30-11-11(3:49:50)
yeah, im a f*** up. thats what i am. ill never deny it. tomorrow my dads gonna find out that i have been skipping school to get high just so i can forget about what a f***ed up life i live. hes gonna call me a f*** up and tell me to get out. well [..more..]
29-11-11(2:45:37)
im falling down an abyss that i wont be able to get out of. depression is a f***ed up thing. just sitting in my room thinking about things that happened today and i keep looking at my razor blade. i want the blade to run slowly across my wrists and ill love every second of [..more..]
13-11-11(2:46:35)
I wish that I could do right. I mean, is it that hard? Whats wrong with me. . . Constantly getting suspeneded, giving people more reasons to talk about and doubt me. My mom tells me, that I’m nothing and is going to grow up living a hell of a life, and it’s sad to [..more..]
30-10-11(21:19:25)
what the hell!! you say you love me? You tell my best friend shes hotter than me, than you rate me a 2 outta 10 and give my friends 5’s and 8’s. You knew that you were 2 years older than me, you act like u dont and than say its disgusting that you made [..more..]