13-10-11(12:25:40)
I FEEL SO TRAPPED. i cant handle it any longer, whenever i feel like this i just want it all too end. the pain is too much too bear. i harmed myself today, not badly, but blood when on the floor and mum seen it and abused me, why did god give me this life, [..more..]
15-09-11(3:10:27)
As the days pass and I dont here from you the emptiness doesn’t get any better…. Every time my phone goes off i hold my breathe and hope to god its you ringing or messaging… Who the hell am I kidding as if…. Knowing that we may never speak again to each other is the [..more..]
14-09-11(23:54:17)
Write your thoughts/feelings here… MOTHER F***ING PIECE OF S*** I AM SO GOD DAMN PISSED RIGHT NOW YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND!!!! I BARELY UNDERSTAND!!! F*** THIS F*** EVERYONE F*** THAT GOD DAMN A****** F*** THE OTHER FAGGOT AND F*** HER TOO F***ING STRING ME ALONG LIKE THAT WWWWHHHAAAAT THE HHEELLLL??????????????? GO DIE A SLOW PAINFUL [..more..]
12-09-11(11:39:11)
I have to face up to the fact this is over. I don’t want to be the mistake you keep making in life, and regretting over and over again. I love you. too much. But this it for me, i don’t deserve more from you Jazeer. I hope to God that I get more but [..more..]
31-08-11(1:10:08)
I so want to be independent, i want to just take off and shoot up into space and leave this prison i call home. Like if this was thr future and they were recruiting young people to go out and travel away from home for 3 months like a voyage into thw stars type adventure [..more..]
05-08-11(6:07:48)
What if its you….. I keep asking myself these words but I never get an answer…. What if I have lost the chance that you threw out to me….. I will never know what you had on your mind that day that you met me under the bridge…. all because I had someone else with [..more..]
04-08-11(7:32:44)
Oh yes! He does like me! But…wait…he has a girlfriend…because of me…oh god what I have I done…I might have just ruined the best relationship I could have ever had…
31-07-11(0:33:53)
I think of you, and miss you. I just talked to you, or you just left. I still miss you. I dont know what makes me love you the way i do. I would give up just anything to be with you, but then i know that if we did…it probraly wouldnt last long. I [..more..]
29-07-11(13:38:27)
Why why in the hell cant you be farking honest and just come out and tell me you have a farking girlfriend… Why the farking hell am i always allowing myself to get hurt over you…. I love you so much and i shouldnt… I am friggin married yet i allowed myself to fall in [..more..]
Why does life suck?…
Why does life suck? Why can’t it rewind back eight months? Why isn’t my Mom getting better? Why oh Why does God make things happen?