13-09-11(2:17:22)
for once, i was proud today. proud of myself. and i didn’t feel so worthless. but then you took it away from me and threw my face in it. and tonight, even though my scars have faded, i picked up the blade and made new ones. now i’m back to my old self. the worthless, [..more..]
12-09-11(14:15:43)
My friend, when will you be able to take risks to make yourself brave and face reality as it is? Your problems are so trivial that it frustrates me if you have ever thought about what’s worse around you. You’re getting old. When are you going to be independent?
09-09-11(2:55:34)
Reach out to me; PLEASE. I just want someone to hold me and tell me it’s going to be ok, that I’m attractive, smart, skilled and talented. I’m not about to come to you and confess that I feel weak; you’d have to come to me, don’t be satisfied when I say “I’m fine”, persist; [..more..]
09-08-11(21:51:33)
Not sure If I should stay with him… Everyone says they want to see me with someone who makes me happy, someone who puts a smile on my face everyday. And I know deep down that it’s not you but I just can’t get rid of you. I can’t let you go. I don’t want [..more..]
02-08-11(4:51:48)
So, I guess its okay if she cheats on him. I guess its okay she has a fake life she uses to feel good about herself, I guess its okay he doesn’t give a damn, and would rather stay in the dark about it all. After I worked so hard to get the information. She [..more..]
31-07-11(17:25:05)
my father is one big jack***. he cannot take a joke one bit. so i’m almost by the door of my bedroom when i just came from the kitchen and he was in the living room which is near the kitchen. when i reach d door is when he with his stupid self gone and [..more..]
28-07-11(8:12:52)
You can have her and she can have you. You deserve each other more than you can ever imagine. I hope that you infect her mind and make her believe that she’s everything you’ve ever wanted. I hope she falls in love with you, and I hope you fall in love with her, and I [..more..]
27-07-11(23:17:12)
Is there anyone else who feels like they waste there whole life on the computer/technology devices(computer,cell phone, tv, mp3 player , Ipod,face book) just think about how much time u spend on these things. in america most people probably spend and unbelievable amount of time on these things , when there is more important things [..more..]
these feeling i portray. sometimes i wounder are they real. they feel so forced and but still i feel repressed. am i capable of these emotions that come so freely to others. Im not entirely sure of anything. i stopped believing today. real things never end. like the world, energy or change. and everything ends [..more..]