Vulnerability = Impossibility
There is a restlessness here. Deep inside me. I long to be something, someone, yet I cannot open my self enough to let that happen. I cannot lower myself to such a vulnerable state that would allow people to see who I am. They only see who I want them to see, and yet, sometimes [..more..]
I’m done!!!!!
I’m not going to sit in silence anymore I have been hurting for 3 years and I’m sick of putting on a happy face for people I tried 5 times to get help and if no one is going to help me then fine I’ll try to help myself cause I cant take this anymore [..more..]
jimmy hendrix
a****** bicht b**** f***er you f***er b**** b**** three times ass f***er face f***ing puzzell a****** b**** c*** so f*** you ahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahhaahahhaah
confused
What do you do when you like a guy but he likes another girl yet you two talk all the time and are practicley best friends. When he almost never talks to the girl he likes. when she walks into the room his eyes light up as a smile appears on his face when the [..more..]
Masks, oh how I hate my own.
I’m so tired of keeping a straight face. Some times I’m tempted to let death into my place, I know it woulnd help much but it might erase some of this pain. I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to live, I want to die, I want to be able to be [..more..]
My Idiot best friend that i want to punch in the face!
My Friend goes to guy after guy! She gets all obsessed over some guy, gets him to fall head over heels for her, they start dating, then 2 days later she dumps them leaving them so heartbroken! Then she’ll like a guy then when they don’t really start liking her back, she stops talking to [..more..]
within
my whole soul hurts from not being able to f*** a man plus how I am not allowed certin things only when you are using me to bother some one or to motiveate someone whether I agree or not just sometimes after something happens that is good and I think it is for me ha [..more..]
The Girl Who Loved The Machinist
S I was 22 and he had just turned 40 when he started working at the same machine shop. It’s a rule that everyone has to spend two weeks in deburring before they can move out to a machine. So I was assigned as his trainer, to show him the ropes of our computer system, [..more..]
stuck in a rut
I’m not happy with who i am or the world im living in. I feel like there’s a weight on my shoulders and it cant be lifted. Ive fallen face first into a wave of depression and im the only one that can pull myself out.
What to do?
I have this wonderful best friend who I’ve known for twelve years. Even though she can be the complete opposite of me–smart, outgoing, personable–she seems to know how to bring a smile on my face. She knows how to make me laugh and push away my gloomy mood away. Recently, though, I’ve been having a [..more..]