I don’t still love him but I still have feelings for him. And when I see him and he ignores me, I know it’s because I lied and he knows.. I wish he didn’t know. If only he hadn’t told his parents, cared so much.. but I just wanted the attention. I hate everything about [..more..]

Lately I’ve been feeling this undeniable yearning for someone to be with and pursue a relationship with. For the past few years I’ve been really looking down upon having a relationship at this point in time of my life. I’m sixteen years old and my life has been quite a havoc since the age of [..more..]

i am so tired of everything

I am so done with everything and people. I just want to runaway an hide. Life is so hard, never enough money, no real friends, people are mean and lie. I wish I could just pick up my family and move to some deserted island and just live their with them for the rest of [..more..]

Was it meant to be? or does this stupid website just SUCK ASS because it erases everything you type when you click on things? i think it’s the latter. f***ing d***s.

I wish you would just talk to me.. After everything you did you can at least talk to me Haylee..

pissed off at everyone today, stop telling me to do things, honestly, just f*** off. and YOU, you’re such a prat, and the only reason you’re pretending to be interested in communicating with me is because i said it was f***ing annoying having to poke and prod and wring you dry until you spoke a [..more..]

I f***ing hate you. You F***ED things up for me. You snitched, ratted me out, ruined everything for me, when you could have easily NOT. You could have NOT done that. BUT YOU DID. And you say you CARE? You don’t care. You don’t give a f***. You’re the s***tiest friend a person could have. [..more..]

Can you feel it? I know I can. The sense of ultimate exhaustion. Generally being tired and depraved of energy? A great example is being bored during summer vacation or something of that nature but simply being too tired to do something. You know you can’t just lay in bed, but your mind implores you [..more..]

I really don’t know how I stay composed. This pain, this hurt.I am tired so tired of keeping my feelings in, but I know I won’t be able to take it if I start to let it out. I am so afraid I won’t be able to come back. Actually, I am struggling financially as [..more..]