Oh; and one more thing to include to the post beneath this one. One…
Oh; and one more thing to include to the post beneath this one. One of the last things you said to me since this silence was: “don’t worry :), everything will work out. It always does :)” You lied. ~Again; AMA
these feeling i portray. sometimes i wounder are they real. they feel so forced and but still i feel repressed. am i capable of these emotions that come so freely to others. Im not entirely sure of anything. i stopped believing today. real things never end. like the world, energy or change. and everything ends [..more..]
im so tired……
im so tired… not the sleepy tired… just tired of life… tired of emotions… tired of everything really….
Have you ever felt like just giving up?…
Have you ever felt like just giving up? I often feel like this, I have severe depression disorder, and bipolar disorder. Doing everday things is hard for me, I am severly anti-social. Its hard for me to make friends because I dont trust other people, half the time I find myself watching sad and depressing [..more..]
You have hurt me so badly I don’t feel things can ever be the same. You have lied to me repeatedly, but you can’t tell me why. You have hurt me in the worst way possibly by abusing my trust in you, the man I married, who was supposed to be there for me, the [..more..]
So over life and living….. Serious I have had enough…I am going to end up hating my husband… He is controlling a snoop and a stalker….. I know I am no angel but he pushes me into seeking attention elsewhere because of his manner… He is an only child and so everything has to be [..more..]
Hi Babe, How are you??? I miss you ??? I wish you were up this way so we could catch up… I am going out next weekend it would be lovely if you could come up for the night and we could spend it together.. I know thats a huge ask as you spend most [..more..]
I am scared,,I don’t know what will happen..I haven’t had a close friend since 10 years ago,,no-one has stayed with me..and I try but they always think I have my own friends..and never a bf too,,i always hoped that my first bf would be my close friend too..I am also scared that once family start [..more..]
I feel like half the time I am a compulsive liar. Lying to him about simple things has become so easy. He can’t tell its a smile I am faking. There’s times I feel like I’m still in love with someone else. Yet all my friends are jealous. Cause he says everything I need to [..more..]
im young. i dont know if this is love i dont think so? otherwise i would be in my bed hiding still, But im a tough girl when everyones around but when im on my own or just thinking, i feel upset and think i miss him, i was with this boy for 6 months [..more..]