no Reason
I dont understand what’s so bad about hanging out with a guy? Once you start hanging out with a guy your all of a sudden the whore of the school . Um no i rather have a guy bestfriend over a girl any day and now thats what im left with. my true friends witch [..more..]
I Dont Know
Ugghhh i HATE drama. I tell people i don’t hate (another thing she copied from me) but this is something I HATE. I am fine with it if the drama doesn’t involve me but when it DOES… i just wanna leave this place. Ive had drama around me ever since like Kindergarten!! You may think [..more..]
LOVE?!
When ever I think of someone that I like you always pop into my brain. you are truly amazing and I think that I love you. Every time you simply text me first I smile, and get super excited just because I know you were thinking of me! I love you I truly do! I [..more..]
loop
My life is turning out to be as the life’s in alternate reality’s.You know,those shows,movies,you call it as you want,where everything misplaced..just not right.I realize it(and it sucks in a away),and it irritates me more and more the way it is,but i don’t know how and from where to start..to try,to get it back,to get [..more..]
ghjdfhw
and im not mad at no one.i know its not only my choice.but i think its not much is it?maybe im wrong,maybe it to much to ask,maybe its f***ing you up when you are with me? idk,you didnt throw stuff at me when you saw me or something.am i to boring? or crazy? i dont [..more..]
rtghjkl
dont you see that i miss you? you dont miss me? tell me to f*** off then! F***!
Lost my Confidence
At school, i auditioned to be in the school’s rock band. I got in the semi finals then i lost. That made me never sing again! I completely don’t ever sing because i know I’m not good enough, I can’t even sing in my room, even when I’m home alone. I dont do any more [..more..]
what do i want
sometimes i wonder what exactly this life is supposed to be..i dont knw what i am doing..m just walking on..without knowing where i am supposed to be… i just feel like hell..every moment these days..:(:(seems like there’s been something i haven’t been getting and i didn’t even realise then..but now..i know..what i have ever wanted..was [..more..]
messed up me
i really dont know whats happening to me, i just hate myself. Why do i feel jealous coz two of my best friends are going on a date?? i should be happy for them, and i am. But i am jealous, a bit jealous. I dont want to be. I feel like i will never [..more..]
Nothing is ever going to be ok
I was diagnosed with depression last year i stopped taking my tablets it started to get worse i went back today and im back on the meds;/ I dont want peoples attention i dont want sympothy i just want to get my feeling out somewhere and not let anyone i know, know how i really [..more..]