you finally messaged me… i asked how you were you said ok you asked about me i said about the same… you said know what you mean… i said whats wrong you said nothing why i said you sound a bit down you said na and asked was i ok….. I said no but i [..more..]
what do I have that another guys dont find it attractive. How come whenever It seems like I almost have him, I lost him. I dont understand… what do guys look for in a guy exactly? I guess Im just not that great of being myself..
f*** f*** f*** i dont want to go!!!! i hate it. im stuck with the only way out being a decision i cant make. either way it will hurt. ah i hate my life. no one understands.
life is a term il never come to understand.. i dont understand this life wats the point behind it…were always hurtin….frustration confusion and agony cant seem to stay distant to me i can never come close to the term happiness and if i did it just never lasts life is tough and were only young [..more..]
i never thought that itd me easy becuz were both so distant now and the walls are closing in on us…and were driftin apart and u can see the look on my face, it just tears me apart..but we keep on fighting and we try and try and try so ts up to u and [..more..]
I just cant take it anymore. It’s overwelhming, and I just can’t f***ing breathe. All the walls they’re crushing down on me, and I’m falling. I can’t see the light, and I just want to go away. To talk to somebody, to let them know. But there isn’t anyone I can’t tell, anyone I want [..more..]
God I miss you…. Paint a line straight to my heart dont let it separate dont let it part If you love me let me know If you dont then let me go……Dont be afraid of how you feel show me your love show me its real…..I know you want to I know its true [..more..]
You messaged the other night out of the blue once again…. Just when I think I wont hear from you any more you come back….Is this a game of yours or is it that you can not let me go either…. If only you could be honest with me and tell me how it is [..more..]