thoughts with that nigga zero
other people beside black people I have nothing against you you have not did any thing to me that I know of I don’t know that many different colored people I know mostly brown people not white colored people but hay they are alive to I know stories of people with white skin but know [..more..]
who agree
hello world wow love yall would love to hug all yall talk to all yall party with all yall every day stuff be borthering me making me think like I already wasn’t dang please tell me what is wrong with people not liking each other forreal our parents probably went to school together how would [..more..]
confused
I am torturing myself i am playing a game of tug a war with myself and it is ripping apart my body, I want to love someone but i just don’t feel like i am boyfriend material, i also i don’t want to be in a relationship, because one it is distracting and 2 i [..more..]
Sick Feelings
Day Three of No Sleep. My Body feels so numb. I really hope you’re happy for what you did.
Free fall
Its like life is one long free fall. Luckily, I know how to fall in a controlled manner, letting the air flow around my body in ways that I use to steer myself and keep stable. But it’s still a fall, and deep down I know that someday I will hit the bottom of this [..more..]
I Am Insecure, I Know What For…
My body is far from perfect. I always get people saying, “Oh you look so great.” And, “You are so skinny!” But That is not the truth. I weigh a lot, and I have a ton of imperfections that I try and hide. First of all, I am really pale. Now that it’s winter, my [..more..]
How Can I Be Happy With Myself?
Every time I look in the mirror I pick out my imperfections. My body is not good enough, my skin is not tan enough, my nose is too big. It bothers me, but I cannot stop. I have tried starving myself, but that just leads to binging later because I get hungry. I do not [..more..]
I Forgot Who I Am
I feel like there is this… demon living inside me or something. One second I am fine, and then the next, I am drowning in my own misery. It is very hard to watch myself go like this. Whenever I walk through the school doors, I become this fake girl. Nothing like I actually am [..more..]
I Am Beyond Done
I am so sick and tired of my life right now. I just want to be happy and that seems so far away. I always used to be a good student in school, and now I am failing most every class. I used to be popular with a lot of friends, but it seems like [..more..]
You are my peace
You are my peace. With you I know I will always lead a lively, energetic and disease free life, be it of the mind or body. You are one for whom I can submit myself. You can control the stubborn me. You can make me feel that life is beautiful till my last breath. You [..more..]