08-06-12(18:23:45)
Some people say when you wish for something hard enough you eventually get it. Then why wont you reply? i miss you soo much it hurts. i didnt think this would happen but it did and i dont know what to do. i’ve never felt this way about anyone before. i love you so much [..more..]
03-06-12(13:45:23)
Have anyone out there felt like expressing something, creating something or inspire someone? I have. I love to write, and I love to be creative and use them both to make something inspiring, something up-lifting in hope of giving someone their faith back. Lately I have been thinking about writing a book, but I don´t [..more..]
29-05-12(6:14:59)
The most perfect job has fallen into my lap. So perfect in fact, that I don’t want to tell anyone for fear of jinxing it.
24-05-12(0:48:01)
My dad pisses me off so much. He is extremely narrow-minded. He isn’t open to anyone’s ideas and doesn’t cooperate when someone is trying to teach him something useful. And then he randomly gets pissed at everyone because “we don’t do anything around the house” when we actually do chores that are assigned to us. [..more..]
23-05-12(5:21:09)
What would I do if you both were here? One I’ve been in love with since the moment I met him. The other I’ve known over half my life and I trust with every ounce of my being. I don’t know… I know A doesn’t need me. He’s shown me he can live a perfectly [..more..]
20-05-12(19:50:32)
I regret not spending more time with you before and after you were diagnosed with cancer. It’s too late now because you’re dead, your never going to be here again. I wish I knew where you were buried because I want to tell you this in person. But I can’t ask anyone because your death [..more..]
26-04-12(4:43:55)
I’m tired of all this. I’m not sure how much more I can take. I just need someone, anyone really, to come and save me from all this crap.
22-04-12(21:01:14)
I just wish I knew what to do with myself for once in life, I mean I mess everything up. I want to eat sometimes but I can’t because I’m too fat and I don’t deserve anything to eat, I throw up what I do eat because I’m such a mess and I’m too ugly. [..more..]
18-04-12(12:18:41)
Have you ever stopped to look back on your life and wonder where you went wrong. I find myself looking back, wishing I’d kept in contact with so many friends. Instead I have few close friends and find myself lonely. For anyone reading this, make sure you keep in contact with your friends. Sure I’m [..more..]
15-04-12(5:31:55)
Why can’t I be beautiful like her? She is so pretty I hate myself. This is not me. I feel stupid for feeling self concsious about me myself. But I can’t help it but thinking I’m the ugliest duck on earth. I just want to be pretty so that he will like me, and not [..more..]