My Fear
I am afraid of time. Not spiders. Not heights. But time. I feel like every day is speeding past me and I don’t have time to catch up. I feel like I will die before finding my true love, before doing the things I have always wanted to do. I know my life is going [..more..]
The Life I Live
I am a single mother with one son that I love very much. He is fifteen years old. And last night… he came home crying. He ran up to his room, and stayed there for a long time. He eventually came back downstairs and asked to talk. He got his girlfriend pregnant. I had always [..more..]
burning out
fsck you burn out, fsck you not caring about life.. and i thought anew that i’d have something to live for something to learn, something to be passionate about, but it’s slipping away now. maybe it’s because i pursued it too hard, pushed too much, and burned it out of me. give it time?
I want to die
I want to kill myself. Leave a note for everyone, i mean EVERY single person in my family and class. I’ll write everything i think about them and my life with them. I often want to jump off the roof of my house. I’m only 14 years old, I’m not being bullied but I want [..more..]
What is left…
I dont even know what to do with my life anymore.. I fell in love with a guy whos a total ass. He cheated on me, never really cared about my feelings, yet I still love him. I met him two years ago and I thought we would be together forever. I was wrong. I [..more..]
I feel sad
I don’t know what i’m doing with life.. I have a little depression and i just don’t know what to do. I guess it’s okay not to know where you are going.. But aren’t you suppose to have an idea ? A plan? Something? I feel all alone…
I’m a mess
I’m a mess. A big crappy mess. I don’t know what to with life or where i’m going. Worst part? I ignore it..
What is the point of life
I honestly don’t have a reason to live anymore. I am already going to hell. Sometimes I wish I could just escape life. Life isvjust a burden.
Life is f***ed up
Heya life just here to tell you that I really hate you sometime. Filled with anger, dont know how to get rid of it… Feel empty and dull you seem to be just a f***ing routine. Trying so hard to smile, kind of hard when you dont give me a break once in a while. [..more..]
don’t read.
i just finished relgion studies .. but i’m still not proud of myself , i need more studying .. i feel so lost or empty .. i need a serious life routine makeover i’m sick of my everyday routine , but i guess i have to be thankful for the blessings lol <3 this is [..more..]