18-07-11(23:28:10)
My life has done a complete 360. Things are changing so fast that my head is spinning. I can’t keep up with all of it. My plan is to move away. far away, actually, as far as i can get, that kind of far away. If i could handle the cold, i’dmove to antartica or [..more..]
18-07-11(13:55:02)
I am very depressed. i feel very lonely. LIFE IS LIKE A HELL TO ME. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. THINGS ARE NOT AT ALL GOING IN MY WAY. nO ONE LOVE ME AT ALL. tODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY.. THIS DAY ALWAYS HURTS ME. I ALWAYS THINK WHY I AM BORN. I DONT HAVE [..more..]
18-07-11(5:45:25)
It’s nice knowing that you aren’t what you thought you were. Kinda sucks to still be a freak, though. 😛
18-07-11(3:57:18)
My boyfriend is not here and I look at my phone constantly to see if I have a message from him. I’m always depressed because I haven’t seen him in a month and I really miss him. To add to my depression a girl who is apparently best friends with a girl I know texted [..more..]
17-07-11(20:33:39)
I love u, dnt knw th best way 2 tel u,av tried in every way i can bt it seems u jst dnt get it.r u scard f comitn 2 any1.or mayb u jst dnt wnt 2 hurt me.u’v driven me crazy 4 a while nw bt evrythn z bound 2 change,i ges ths wud [..more..]
17-07-11(20:00:04)
My life has spun so outta control. I’m feeling like I have no way out anymore. It started when I took my family sledding. I hit a tree at about 30 to 40 mph with my body. I had to throw my gf’s child of the sled and take it myself. I’m pretty sure it [..more..]
17-07-11(9:36:38)
Wow, it’s funny on how quickly a dear friend can turn into nothing but a mere acquaintance. Guess you can’t hold onto everyone….
17-07-11(2:12:35)
i’ve tried and i’ve failed again
17-07-11(0:41:47)
i hate myself i hate everyone i want to die to please everyone but i don’t because everyone being happy would destroy me some day i want them to feel the pain that i’ve felt since day one the pain they’ve never understood because they’ve never listened
16-07-11(21:16:10)
i think i have depression.i’m not sure but all i know is i dont smile anymore and if someone asks me how i am feeling i just say ok but inside its just nothingness i think…it’s hard to describe. i do stupid things and get my heart broken. i feel sad sometimes like on farthers [..more..]