12-08-11(18:42:21)
Am heart broken … i tell myself am gonna be fine your just a one man ive been heart broken once before .. but the fact we love each other and want to be together hurts .. i think that maybe it would feel better if you never loved me anymore .. but the fact [..more..]
11-08-11(20:27:54)
Why do I even bother talking? No one listens. Sometimes I wonder if I really even listen to myself. It hurts so bad knowing I have no one to talk to. My therapist is great, but she can’t always be there to help me through things. I’m so sick of hearing dogs bark, trying to [..more..]
11-08-11(16:30:09)
All unpleasant experiences have some hidden benefit , which our mind’s eyes don’t wanna see. But after some time, it comes out and makes us realize, that , yes….it was good. Now, one can be little happy to find some challenge of adversity……not to fight, but to find that hidden thing.
11-08-11(9:59:30)
I kind of dont feel real anymore … i feel like one night i’ll go to sleep and then ill just wake up and a new life will be waiting for me. But isnt that Death? Will i just move on and my soul will pass to another body? what i dont understand is that [..more..]
11-08-11(9:51:05)
I’m really young, right now I’m only 16. The thing is, is that i feel like every opportunity i once had has kind of flown by me and now I’m left to just drift alone with the regret of not seizing love, life,laughter, and a future. I have a few close friends and i love [..more..]
11-08-11(8:00:09)
I feel like im putting too much thought into this.. i wont read what you put until im done because i dont want it to change what im writing. i still remember, freshman year, around november i think. i told you how you could have anyone you wanted. and you told me “well when you [..more..]
11-08-11(7:50:38)
wow.. you really are writing a lot and everything!! I feel the same way honestly why the hell else would I want to be your friend so bad!! just being close to you makes me feel okay! i have a friend! someone i love and cherish next to me and shes mine! my friend! she [..more..]
11-08-11(7:39:41)
Captivating. is the right word to describe you, once known. to this day, you always have something to say. you never turn me down when i call, i can never NOT call you and tell you whats wrong. i can never NOT think of you when i feel lonely, and like i need someone to [..more..]
11-08-11(7:39:28)
i dont care whether anyone else thinks your beautiful or what but i think you are. youve always been so cute and what not but I especially cherished your intellect. The ability to conversate with you, and actually see you swim with me, was remarkable. Im not trying to sound ostentatious but yeah it was [..more..]
11-08-11(7:32:18)
even on this i still feel like i shouldnt say everything, because you’ll see it. and i dont want to know what you’ll say. i dont want to think that you dont feel the EXACT same way as i do. that you dont desire what we had at some point still. that it will always [..more..]