28-02-12(6:08:58)
ive never been genuinely honest with myself, i mean yeah we all lie, but i think the person i lie mmost to is myself. i tell myself im happy. every day. i fake laughs, i fake smiles. every day i wake up and tell myself that the world is a good place, im not lonely, [..more..]
27-02-12(23:30:57)
i am bisexual 14 years old and i fell in love with my bestfriend who is a girl. we where friends with benefits for about 3 months then we started dating, and dated for 3months. she was my everything and we where in love, i told her everything and she told me everything. yet we [..more..]
27-02-12(23:07:33)
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Nothing makes sense and I can’t understand why. It’s easy, but it’s hard, I can’t deal with the mixed emotions and signals. I don’t belong with my family, a stranger, and outsider, fits in better than me. She gets strait A’s, shes super smart and they get exited. [..more..]
27-02-12(21:41:14)
I need to escape. Go somewhere where nobody knows my name. Be whoever I want to be. Be happy.
27-02-12(10:57:07)
I’m not too sure if the boy that I hav a crush on at school likes me.
27-02-12(6:27:40)
They say you are supposed to slow down every once in a while and just enjoy life, before you lose it. But what if you take too long enjoying it? What is you are genuinely happy and aware of it, and take every opportunity to just take a stroll through the trees? What if your [..more..]
26-02-12(22:11:07)
Ok, I`ll spill because I`m not named…I have been treated like s*** for years by my boy friend.Not physicality but I feel like I`m his maid.I pick up after him and the kids..I feel he is only sticking around for my body.I don`t know what to do when I`m tempted to scream at him.Sharr and [..more..]
26-02-12(22:03:34)
We played around and watched a movie and just talked, like best friends would usually do. Then I got really tired and just laid down. So did he. Next thing I knew our lips were crashing together and all my thoughts were gone. Like I forgot how to speak and it was just me and [..more..]
26-02-12(9:12:18)
I have a great body, and it sometimes makes me feel like a know-nothing jackass. I have never thought of killing myself or self-harming. I hardly gain a pound after eating a ton, and I can lose weight much easier than most people. I truly am completely content with how I look. But then I [..more..]
26-02-12(8:49:19)
I’m sick and tired of being too nerdy to be a nerd. I don’t play videogames. I’ve never seen Star Trek. I failed my last math test. But I’m too much of a nerd to be cool. I hate that you have to be into pokemon or anime or wear glasses to be considered a [..more..]